.__. idk y tis few week keep on dreams about her during night ): make mi feel so sad.

2pm to 10pm then reply bak.. Take 8hours to text mi bak n it quite a lot times le.. I’m nt important to her she will nv think about mi. Sometimes say th boy is so hot so cute so tall alway make mi feel so jealously n I jus have to pretend nv see anything. she will nv noe hw badly i miss de ba i keeping checking on my phone whether gt text from her or nt in th end so disappoint, she will nv noe hw I feel. I have no right to say I’m jus her normal friend. There are so many unspoken word all over my small brain!! I wish i could sleep forever.

No1 actually noe hw i feel, External bleeding internal suffering.

I feels something is wrong o.o

Jus bak from ahma house ~ mummy brough a lot of new year thing xD

u r th one who broke my heart.

u r th reason my world fell apart.

u r th one tat made mi cry n yet i’m still like her, n idk y.

I should nt say okay, I still missed her so much ):

Idk y she dun gif mi a chance ):

I’m nt a guy tat flirt n i’m nt a guy tat cheating girl feeling y every bad things jus came to mi?

Y? Y? Y? Y?

I really like her alot n dote her ):

Hais, I still feel so sad ): I really can’t express my feeling it like a super huge stone on my heart ): I really like her seriously, I miss her so badly my mind keep on recalling ): she dun bother mi anymore n she leaved mi alone… Hais hais I’m I’m I’m idk hw express my feeling. I feel so awful I feel like dying ): Last night i’m still awake for th whole night my didi suddenly awake n ask mi u still haven sleep? I replied him I’m nt tired.. Then he say seriously? I said yes.. then he say u feel down ur eyes told mi tat.. Then I really can’t control my emotion my tears drops ): he sayang mi n say hais kor, Didi will alway be ur side no matter wa problem kor face didi will be there for u i heard he say tis to mi I crying out on his shoulder ): he said life is like tat de u will feel up n down dun ever gif up urself n he keep on sayang mi ): I’m a useless guy I cry out ): I seriously hate myself being so weak ): Didi u alway noe i feeling down n u will tok to mi n express all my feeling n cry out loudly, Seriously u r my best didi if can in next life i will still be brother wif u! korkor really dk hw to speak to u i jus cry out last night ): u spend whole night to pei wo till next morning i really thank u v much!!! 

I’m really can’t forget her n idw lost her ): I still like her so much i jus keep my love into my heart.

I’m crying out again when i typing blog ):

No1 will really love mi, However how nice i treat her she won’t like mi, In llife will be stay single forever ba, I really dun haf th chance to like some1 tat she like mi too life so sucky n unfair.

I’m A Super Fail Guy In This World.

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Life is pain
Life is sorrow
Life can always end tml
Life is th begining not th end
Life is going around th bend
Life is surprise
Life is fear
Life, is nt knowing wa is near
Life is sight, sound n touch
Life is in all of us
Life is laughter
Life is shame
Life can always begin again
Life is a circle going round n round
Life continues after we’re in th ground…
life is full of different crimes lyk stealing, killing n lying..
well life is always interesting.

Eeek after extra electronic theory lesson Cher n my schmates say wanna go to cck lot1 subway eat .__. I brought double meat honey ota bread wif bacon, cola n cookies nt nice at all de th meats so salty de but th cookie so nice ^~^ study 8-6 11hours :x

Hi, I’m back to post! I can’t stop sneezing >: ahchew ahchew ! Y all bad things come to mi D: Ytd lost ATM card today lost headset n get sick soon ): shoo away shoo farfar away please. I feel so awful~!! Sometime i don’t feel like smiling.. Seriously FML~!

I’m very very very bored ): I wan go out D: but no1 pei wo ):

Rotten :/

Time pass so so slow )’: Bored Bored Bored Bored ):

Tml hw to spend my time tml friens oso nt free everytime left mi alone :o

Idw stay at home~!

Hais BAD DAY BAD MOOD BAD FEELING BAD WEATHER BAD SONG BAD GAME EVERYTHING IS BAD TO MI NOW D: NOTHING IS GOOD ):