Hais, I still feel so sad ): I really can’t express my feeling it like a super huge stone on my heart ): I really like her seriously, I miss her so badly my mind keep on recalling ): she dun bother mi anymore n she leaved mi alone… Hais hais I’m I’m I’m idk hw express my feeling. I feel so awful I feel like dying ): Last night i’m still awake for th whole night my didi suddenly awake n ask mi u still haven sleep? I replied him I’m nt tired.. Then he say seriously? I said yes.. then he say u feel down ur eyes told mi tat.. Then I really can’t control my emotion my tears drops ): he sayang mi n say hais kor, Didi will alway be ur side no matter wa problem kor face didi will be there for u i heard he say tis to mi I crying out on his shoulder ): he said life is like tat de u will feel up n down dun ever gif up urself n he keep on sayang mi ): I’m a useless guy I cry out ): I seriously hate myself being so weak ): Didi u alway noe i feeling down n u will tok to mi n express all my feeling n cry out loudly, Seriously u r my best didi if can in next life i will still be brother wif u! korkor really dk hw to speak to u i jus cry out last night ): u spend whole night to pei wo till next morning i really thank u v much!!! 

I’m really can’t forget her n idw lost her ): I still like her so much i jus keep my love into my heart.

I’m crying out again when i typing blog ):